so, basically, here was my summer in a nutshell:

• i drank an excessive amount probably every weekend, and usually days in between the weekend.
• i made friends with people that are 20 or 21 years old.
• i also started dating a 21 year old.
• i got caught drinking, smoking, and sneaking about when i had no business doing so. so, i got grounded. not a big deal.
• i got three new kittens named hot pocket, dirty diana, and spock.

got a new kitten.

i got a particularly nasty text from wesley last night. basically, we're done with each other for however long. i don't know. i don't really care, if we're being honest. it was far too predictable for me to get really upset.
but, he did hurt my feelings a little. so, i cried some. but, i'm fine now. i have a nice hot bowl of squash casserole and justin is coming over.
and tonight i am going to drink delicious alcoholic beverages. because i can.
goddamn, it's good to be alive.

last.fm is giving me good music to listen to on my kings of leon station.
speaking of kings of leon, i'm going to see them in october. thaaat's what's up.

i miss my brother-in-law.

so, time for an actual update.
HI GUYS.
my computer broke upstairs, for the most part. it will play my music, so that's all i really need since we have two laptops in the house and another desktop (which is what i'm on atm). whatev. the only thing i want to get off of that computer is my writing. :| eek.
i have a gigantic bruise on my leg where justin tried to throw me into a pool and slipped, so i just kinda got dropped onto the side of it. fucking sucked.
i filled out an application for appalachian state, just fooling around, last night. it was exciting. because i am like 99% sure that i WILL get accepted into that school. and that's the first school of my choice. but, nyu keeps sending me shit. WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME, NYU? I CAN'T GO TO YOUR STUPID PRIVATE SCHOOL. D: YOU REQUIRE A 28 ON THE ACT AND I MADE A 24. ... but, i'm retaking it so maybe we will be together someday. haha. i know i'll do awesome next time on the act since i'll know what to expect. sooo yeah.
been spending almost all of my time with cody, of course. it's fun. he has a pool... which is how i got the bruise. :D so yay. i'm excited for it.
GETTING VERY TAN WHAT'S UP THIS PLEASES ME GREATLY.
and now time to eat dry honey nut cheerios and cinnamon roll poptarts for breakfast...
... at 1:15. hahaha.

try cinnamon roll poptarts.
they don't sound good.
but, they're fucking AMAZING.

kris allen won american idol.
i love adam lambert. i really do. but, i'm happy for kris.
hooray for fan girling @ kris.

i have bronchitis.
fuck my life.

today was my last full day of school. next week, i go monday, tuesday, and wednesday or half days for finals. it's hard to imagine that this year is already over. school always feels like it flies by. but, this year was INSANE. and i had so many senior friends. graduation is tonight. i didn't think i was gonna get to go, but i just got a ticket from kerry, who is one of my really, really, REALLY good friends. i'm so sad that i won't se him anymore. and brittney; i'm going to miss her. and josh. and katie. and mercedes. there are so many people that i'm going to miss. i don't quite know how i'm going to deal with not having them all around next year. josh waugh was one of the first friends i ever had in high school. it's so weird to know that he won't be there next year. and it's REALLY hard to believe that I'M going to be a SENIOR. ... sydney pierce? a senior? that just doesn't even make sense. i'm still supposed to be a little girl. i'm not supposed to graduate. i'm supposed to stay a kid forever. i got my act scores back today; i made a 24. that's not nearly as good as i want to make, but it's a start; especially since i haven't taken algebra 2 yet. and that's actually pretty damn good for taking it for the first time. of course, i set my standards really high. i wanted to make like a 28 because wesley made a 30 the first time he took it and he was only a sophomore. but sometimes i forget that when it comes to school, i'm not nearly as smart as wesley. i'm not dedicated enough to be that smart. if we're talking general intelligence, i'm just as smart as he is. but, school wise? not so much. and so it's hard to think that i did good. it really is. but, it's okay. i'm fine with not being as dedicated as he is. that score is plenty good enough to get me into appalachian state, which is where i want to go. so, i'm happy. i'm really, really... happy. ... but, it's so bittersweet.